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Saturday, September 19, 2009

Hari Raya!

Hey! Taking this opportunity to wish all the Muslims Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! I would like to apologise for the wrongdoings and sin that i did towards you, even the slightest, forgive me please, :D. Im a typical human being, im not free from my mistakes, hope you'll forgive me yeah? Hehe, thanks. For those who are taking the upcoming National exams, all the best! Dont give up, persevere! Hehe. Takecare alright? See ya soon! Once again,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

Labels: I love you.

Friday, June 26, 2009

Hey

Hey there. Im taking this opportunity to update this blog before leaving it for 12863757356983679357 years, hehe.

School is starting soon, which means National Exams is drawing nearer. Time to get stress people, hehe. But hey, dont be mad at doing something you think its worthless repeating it over and over again. Haha, dont get what im trying to imply? I think in short, im trying to say that dont give up in whatever you're doing. Hehe.

Hey, heard of "Yang sudah tuh sudah"? Haha, in translation, it means "what is gone, is gone" or "let bygones be bygones". Sometimes one doesnt wish to contemplate of what had happened in the past or just happened, because its heart-wrenching, though one doesnt show his true feelings. Yes, without showing true feelings during a dispute or argument, one can lose everything in a blink of an eye because it shows he doesnt care but actually deep down inside, the heart is crying for help. Well, maybe one doesnt know how to mend the broken pieces?

Hmm, feelings and words, whats the difference? Haha, Ill leave you to think about it. But hey, i want to voice out my opinion too, hehe. Well, in my opinion, feelings causes the kind of words and tone that come out from one's mouth; they're harsh when someone's feeling frustrated or annoyed, they're the cold water to the inferno's heart or words that comfort one's heart, and well, theres more. But hey, when one has already spit out the harsh words without the intention to the other, one has to forgive after sorting himself out, because he has hurt the other, maybe a bit or severe, depending on the skin thickness of the other. Haha, i feel what im writing is complicated because it seems like im beating about the bush, not knowing what im trying to imply. But, you should understand eh? Hehe.

Heard of "True Friend" by Hannah Montana? Haha, its in this blog. If no, do hear it out yeah? The lyrics is so true, hehe. Ive found mine, quite a number, have you? Hehe.

So, people, Ill end off here. Takecare alright? See you!

Labels: cant deny that i still love you.

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Our story

The sea is calming.
The sun is on the set.
She is staring at the sea,
hoping for someone to rescue her by the shore.
But her hopes was dragged by the waves far away.
Finally, she gave up and let herself drowned,
with her hopes.

As she was being swallowed up by the calm yet dangerous sea,
a ghost of her face emerged from under.
Its face was stricken, disappointed.
She spoke to her human self,
"Its not the end of your journey.
Faith is the strength by which shattered world shall emerge into the light.
Get back."

Her human self could hardly believe what he ghost said.
Her mind couldnt accept what her heart roared.
She still wanted to leave from her misery, remorseful life.
She couldnt live with the loneliness, biased, invisible life.
She's ready, ready to face the afterlife.

Her mind, her heart-they were racing.
The pressure building up in her.
Death-she thought was the best solution.
The sea was engulfing upon her.
As she struggled,
she say the faces of the ones she loved.
No longer can she reach out to them.
Her heart stopped.

Ok, im done. Its random, i know. Well, created by Zub and myself. We started on it when Mrs Yee introduced to us the 'show, dont tell' technique of writing an essay. This so called story was created way last month, well, what do you think? Emotional, i know, hehe.

So, results for Mid-year is out. Im not surprised/devastated/frustrated at all, in fact i was nonchalant when i received the results, not because i did it well, but because i expected it. Hehe. The only thing that im worried about is, to hand in the report book to my Dad. I guess im going to play hide and seek the moment i place it on his table.

Hmm, ok. I really dont know what to type here. But well, i just want to apologise for my prolonged absence, hehe.

So, all the best for the erm, upcoming exams, in advance, in case i update this blog in 3167853491792389016736794e16o3879674 years. So, takecare people! Smile always!

Oh by the way, Kris is the American Idol for 2009! Wooohhooooooo!!!!! He's cute you know. Hehe.

Ok im done. Bye!

Labels: im still not over you.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Hey

Hey there. Its been a while since ive last updated eh? Hehe. Sorry guys. Been busy, with what? Im not sure too. Ok.......
So, results for CA1 were out last friday, and i was appalled by my combined humanities grade, E8. Shites. Other subjects, i wasnt dismayed at all because i expected that kind of grades for each subject. Disappointing, disgraceful. Aint going to show dad the result slip, its already good enough that i dont get the 'talk'. Haha, quote that from the drama SYF script, hehe.
Ok, so, my schedule after this will be tight, and less freedom, told ya guys my freedom will be taken away slowly, but not fully eh. Hehe. Less watching television, handphone switch off while doing homework or studying, are the rules made by my aunt. No internet access unless necessary will be my rule. Too much? Well, studies is my priority now. What can i do?
I bet that everyone of my age is experiencing this crucial year. Yeah, you will feel frustrated, pressurised, resentful, but just dont give up, keep on trying. Your hard work and efforts will definitely pay off in the end. Ok? Hehe.
So, thats all. Takecare! See ya around.

Labels: shake it off let it go....

Monday, February 9, 2009

Friends?

Hey there. Its been a while since ive updated. Been busy with school lately. Hehe. I have few questions to ask:
What are friends for? What job are they given? Why do we need friends? What are some qualities that are needed to build a strong bond of friendship?

I know the previous entry and this entry are about friends, friendship, but i really need to know the real definition of them. Because i have a lot of doubts like do friends scold each other for no reason? Do one find fault in another? Do one must always be agreeable to the other even though that one knew what the other commented or said is wrong? Do one has to control the other?

I know i should have known all the answers by now, but i need some answers what does the term 'friends' means, make it 'best friends' or 'true friends'.

Just for once, make me understand what does it means, or at least, answer the questions that had been lingering in my mind for quite some time. Thank you.

Labels: I need a break from everything.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Friendship

Yes, what is friendship to you?
Well, to me, it is something that one should treasure and regret when one didnt. Every friendship created means alot to me, and of course it means alot to everyone. But when each bond is broken, it leaves both parties a shattered heart that can never be mended. Ive been there before, i believed everyone does.
It is broken because of a problem that might lead to heartache and egoistic. And the fight or misunderstanding between two person can take a million of years to solve, well, not to the extent, but at least theres a solution to it. Every problem has a proper solution, to make things better again, to make the friendship bond grew strong again.
Trust, honesty, being there for each other, pickup that friend when he/she falls, never give up, patience are some qualities that i think one should show towards the other. No matter how angry or upset you are towards the person, you still have to control because that person is no stranger to you, it is someone you knew for quite some time, or even, for a long time. Its awkward when suddenly, the one that had always been there for you, the one that had gone through thick and thin with you, vanishes because of a problem that was left hanging. Or maybe the problem had been solved but its just that that person couldnt trust or withstand you any longer, and thus left you. The feeling of being left by a friend who was once closed with you is bitter.

I know you guys had been wondering and asking yourself 'What the heck is she talking about?', but what im trying to convey is that, to treasure the friendship you have built and never give up on each one.

Labels: i hope you read this., safzs

Sunday, January 11, 2009

O level results

O level results is out tomorrow! All the best to those who are taking the results! Especially my bloody sister, i'll call and text you, better pick up and reply! Hehe.

As for this year, it would be my turn to focus and concentrate on O level. Man, i hate the atmosphere. But what to do, still have to go through this phase. For this year badge, all the best yo for Os and Ns!

So, thats it. Take care people! See ya!